Archive | July, 2013

HERE

4 Jul

I am here. Maybe not in body. Maybe not in mind. But I am here. I am existing on what little I have to go on(which isn’t much). I try and I try but I just can’t make it better. I feel so alone, in a house full of people. None of which understand my demise. ‘Keep smiling, that’s all they want to see!’ Hushed under tones and mutterings. I know they talk, but this is me!! Why can’t anyone understand?! I am here. Just a regular person trying to live her life the best way she can! Stop the chatter and look at me! I am here where you want me to be….