Archive | August, 2013

Sick and tired of being sick and tired

11 Aug

As the days go by, I feel increasingly worse. I’m trying so had not to let this depression consume me. But I’m afraid right now it is!! There’s not much I can do about it. I’m very alone and don’t really have anyone to talk to that understands. Or just even to listen. Life has become one big chore. I’m overwhelmed with the things I have to accomplish this week. I leave next Saturday for vacation and I am extremely stressed out!! I’m just hoping to climb out of this hole and enjoying my vacation……


Bipolar and Me….

11 Aug

I’m at the beach, all by myself. No kids! You would think I would be happy and relax. Instead, I’m sitting here pondering my mental illness. I’ve had a bout of depression for the last couple of weeks. It’s really debilitating. It keeps me from doing many things. However, I made it to the beach today, so I guess I’m doing ok today. I’m not home sleeping and there is a lot to be said about that!

Hope!! I’ve got to have hope!!